I
was taught to be righteous..
“This
world spares no one”
My
caretaker told me…
“It’s
like a pond spawning with toads,
to
stand out…
You
have to be boisterous…
Be
what you are…
Believe
what you wish to…
This
world is yours!!”
Growing
up wasn’t easy…
I
gave up every bit of
what
I learnt!
Every act in my life
Every act in my life
had
a repercussion!
Orphaned
by fate
Or
was it just me
Left
alone to face it!!
They
found me…
In
a dark creak!
My
memories are lost…
All
I sense is pain!
PAIN
…in my mind,
In
my soul!!
My
fate was decided by
the
dark faces
of
those monsters!
Not
by the humble words of my caretaker!!
I
sit in darkness.
My
head buried in my knees…
I
fear closing my eyes!
I
am buried!
BURIED..in
the ground that holds me!
Sunshine
is not for me…
Stars
would never be my blanket…
They
were the only witnesses
Of
the outrage
That
broke on me!!
Nice... but this is the same as people who say rape 'victims' as "zinda laash"... have to break out of this mindset. life goes on for rape survivors you know.
ReplyDeletethis is completely bare. Very bitter to swallow. Disturbing to read again. But its the bare truth. like some of lou reeds songs. Telling it as it is, with no happy ending.
ReplyDelete@Espe Rante: Your perspective, their perspective, his perspective, her perspective will be always positive because we wish to believe that there's a way out. For such people, life is a struggle. They have to fight out all the odds to live a normal life and that my friend, is not easy.
ReplyDelete@the passenger I believe in naked vitriolic truism....you know !! Thanks for accepting this
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