Have You Passed Through This Night?

Lights, 

Flickering everywhere!

People swaying their heads--

to music--

each other---

Many of them lost,

I see they don't know anything

about their existence,

their heartbeats!

The basic question that I ask myself everyday...

Why I am living?

I doubt they ask this to themselves!

They seem like enjoying---

but I know it’s fake.

From their faces---

From a distance,

I can dive in deep into them...

I know I am attempting to---

come closer;

Closer to my findings---

Answers that I seek everyday--

It’s hard---

hard to find anything in a hollow tunnel--

It’s a black hole...

absorbing all of them with its enormous gravity...

and I can't do anything...

I am just a mere spectator

 They hear music…

I enjoy the sound that every instrument makes.

They dance to the beats…

I let my soul do that!

I slowly walk away---

from the sounds…

people…

music…

In a quest of my answers...

that I hope this life would let me witness.

In search of that somebody who would feel the same...

As I do not see…

or know of anyone…

who possibly could!

Hope keeps me going…

Everywhere!